baby maker

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 03:34:46 GMT

god.

i dont like the way you think

i'd like to be the thief that steals that jaded necklace that your always wearin

Tue, 20 May 2008 01:20:30 GMT

i'm good.
a little confused
a little bored
but good

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 13:52:41 GMT

life's so good right now
greg and i are getting along
layla's crawling
i got a job as a sub at a daycare (still looking for something more permanent though)
got a 4.0 so far in school
greg just got a promotion at work.

i'm truly happy, and i havent been able to say that for a minute

i love my little family.

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 19:46:25 GMT

wow
the best thing happened to me

so i go over to my aunt's house and she says
"we know you've been having a tough time lately, so we got you something that hopefully will cheer you up." so i open this little bag thinking it's gonna be a bracelet or something, and then keys show up. i said
"whats this" then she says
"it's for your new car"
i started bawling hysterically. i was seriously the most depressed i've been my whole life and they got me the one thing i needed to turn everything around. get to go to school, work, get the fuck out of that apartment. i'm the happiest i've been since i gave birth to layla.

then we go to their neighbor's yard and theres a 97 honda accord lx, thats a champagne color. 4 doors, air conditioning, perfect.

i'm seriously so lucky to be loved by so many people.

BLESSED

my lil bumble bee

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 16:58:53 GMT

ooo googly bear

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 20:14:57 GMT

layla's arrival

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 17:36:28 GMT

here's where we were one month ago!

contraction

they made me put an oxygen mask on, and just as i said i hate this thing, greg took a picture... lol

my mom had all c-sections, so this was the first time she'd seen a natural birth.
can ya tell? lol

meeting for the first time

christmas layla!!

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 01:06:53 GMT

isn't she lovely

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Wed, 27 Dec 2006 00:58:58 GMT

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Sat, 16 Dec 2006 19:40:27 GMT

she's finally learned how to latch on and it hurts like hell.

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 23:02:46 GMT

so i'm sitting here at home with my family.
that's me, greg, and layla.
he's taking a nap with her while i cook dinner.
i feel like i'm playing house.
but i couldn't be happier.

p.s. i can't figure out how to get pictures on here without paying money, so just trust me when i say she's the most beautiful thing ever created.

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 23:28:28 GMT

i made the cutest baby girl ever.

i'll figure out how to put pictures up later.

p.s. labor wasn't THAT bad. :)

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 21:02:43 GMT

so i'm sitting here waiting on the call to be induced.
this time tomorrow i could have my baby in my arms.
i'm so anxious it's crazy

next time you here from me, i'll be a mom.

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 15:58:10 GMT

I e-mailed all my teachers to let them know that I won't be coming back this quarter.
I have to find a way to finish those classes, I worked way too hard to just start over next quarter.

It's so crazy to think that my little girl could be here tomorrow. I'm so excited. I finally got a crib yesterday. My dad and I drove around the planet trying to find one that I liked, because he thought baby's-r-us was closed, then we found out it wasn't. So we finally ended up there after going to about 4 furniture stores that don't sell cribs. I got this BADASS baby italia crib that's transitional so it'll grow with her. We're putting it together today, and then all I'm missing is a baby to put in it!

I had my first hormonal freak out that I've had in awhile yesterday. Why? Oh, no reason except the fact that I'm pregnant and really nervous about next week. I started crying, because I thought nothing was ready, when all I needed was a crib. I also was crying, because I thought, ' If I can't even grow her right, how am I gonna be a good mom when shes outside of my body'. Yea I know, I was being irrational as fuck.

Something else big happened yesterday, but it didn't happen the right way, so I'll keep it to myself until it does. It still made me extremely happy though.

Greg's such a slob. If I have to clean up one more thing that's his, I'm gonna lose it. lol.

My boobs are all leaky. And swollen. Yay boobs.

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 15:00:12 GMT

i keep having dreams about how much labor is going to hurt.
can't wait.

wow, curveball

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 22:05:34 GMT

went to the doctor today. totally wasn't expecting this...

layla will be here on tuesday

yea, crazy huh. went to have my sonogram to measure her growth in the last 2 weeks, and she weighs 5.1 lbs. So anyways, then they call me into the doctor's office and tell me to take off my pants, which I thought was weird because they usually warn me the week before if they're going to be checking out my lady parts. Then Dr. Kelley comes in and informs me that he's going to be checking my cervix. AAAAAAAnywho, then he does and ends up that I'm already 1 centimeter dilated. Then he turns to my mother and I and says "I need to speak to you ladies about induction"

HUH?!?!?

I was expecting to have to carry PAST my due date, not 3 weeks before. Then he went on about how Layla's growth has 'plateaued' and he thinks that she would thrive more outside the woumb. He then said that as far as health-wise she's an 8 out of 8 on the test they just did, she's just a little small. Also seeing as how I'm full term tomorrow, he would deliver me this Thursday if it wasn't Thanksgiving, and the next time he's on call is Tuesday, so Tuesday it is.

hooray for not being pregnant anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so scared/excited

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 19:15:39 GMT

im freaking out.

im 35 weeks and layla's only 4 1/2 pounds, plus the doctor told me she's a week behind where she should be.

if you need me, i'll be chugging milk and stuffing my face.

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 21:06:58 GMT

ok dude so i dont know what the fuck is up with my 'friends' lately because lately they seem to be disappearing.

what happened to me moving and everyone coming to see me, or for that matter helping me move.
or let alone calling me.
my phone never rings for me anymore.
it's always for someone else. its total bullshit.

i dont know where my best friend went but she obviously doesn't want me around anymore. or she'd call.
it's bullshit, we said we'd be there for eachother through EVERYTHING and now i talk to her parents more than i talk to her.
it sucks
i cry every time i think about it.
i'm about to go through one of the biggest deals in my entire life and i thought shed be there to support me, but i guess she's too busy.
we were practically married a month ago and now i'm LUCKY if i ever talk to her.

i feel so fucking alone right now.
yea i have greg, which is great, but i can't girl talk with greg.
i can't rant and rave about how he's getting on my nerves.
i can't complain about how the parents are getting on my nerves.
i dont have anyone to talk to.

i'm sorry i cant run around and get wasted every weekend, but you said you'd stick with me through it, didn't you? when i said i was moving out to my apartment did we not say it wouldnt be different and we'd still hang out every day? we barely ever talk man.

that goes for both of you man. 3 muskateers my ass. it's always been you 2 and meghan, and i don't know why i didn't see this coming.

this may be a hormonal rant or whatever, but its exactly how i feel right now. i feel betrayed, lied to, and most of all alone.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 15:06:24 GMT

so i'm sittin here in my new apartment, happy as fuck.
i havent had a home in years and now i finally have one
i've even started to nest for my little layla
her room is coming together very nicely! only 7 more weeks!
my baby shower's going to be on november 5th, if you want to come i need your adress.

anyways, ive become quite the little wifey between going to school and work
i've been making dinner and doing laundry... etc.
it's kind of wierd lol.
my pregnant hormones kicked into gear and i broke down and started crying because i feel so isolated out here and all my friends are still kids, and i dont get to be one anymore.
don't get me wrong, i can't wait to be a mom. it's just a crazy transition thats all.

then i felt bad for crying after greg had done all this for us.

i can't wait till these hormones go away.

lovelovelove

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 14:27:40 GMT

it's moving day!!

greg and i are heading up to canton mill lofts to sign our lease!
scary?, yes but its a fuckin awesome apartment, so hopefully we dont ruin are credit with it

lovelovelove

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 15:49:20 GMT

my baby shower was amazing

i must have cried like 3 times because i was so happy. i can't believe how much stuff people got me, and how much they really care about me. it was overwhelming. it took 2 cars to get everything back to towne lake.lol.

my mom made this "fill in the pictures" scrap book thing where she had a note to layla in the front of it. it was adorable and you could tell that she spent alot of time on it and everyone cried when i read the note lol.

roxanne was playing with all the baby gear and telling me to put stuff together for the baby. lol. i told her the "bebe" wouldn't be here until christmas and she was very disappointed.

it was one of the most touching experiences of my life.

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 14:00:17 GMT

i've got my first baby shower today!!!!!!

my roswell baby shower where my mommy invites all my family over. pretty cool eh?

my woodstock baby shower will be november 5th and if u wanna come let me know!

lovelovelove

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 16:01:01 GMT

check out my registry at target

just search for meghan moriarity at target.com

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 20:42:49 GMT

i can't bend over anymore.
my belly button is nearly gone.
Layla has found my rib cage and just loooooves kickin it.
and i'm getting so anxious i feel like i'm going crazy.

happy 7 months Layla! only 2 more to go!

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 22:06:19 GMT

26 weeks!
for those of you that can't do math....
that's 6 1/2 months!!

nothin new really...
lots of kickin and lots of belly.

greg and i are moving into the canton mill lofts October 1st.

and i also start classes at north metro on that same day.

hooray education.
hooray radiology.

the end.